Word Work

Week 1

I’m really hesitant to commit to a word as I can see potential in all of them and also don’t want to regret my choice later on. I’m also struggling as I’m trying to stay open minded and not look too far ahead into the project so it’s difficult to pick one without considering what the final result may be. After looking over the artists that were in this morning’s PowerPoint I think that I have at least narrowed it down to two, submerge and overlapping. As you ‘submerge’ fabric when dyeing that could give me a starting point to look at various artists who specialise in dyeing fabric. Choosing submerge would also make sense as we have such easy access to the sea as well as a ‘Go Pro’ underwater camera and so I could use underwater photography as a way to capture images that could then later translate to a screened print. After looking online I also came across some wonderful underwater fashion photography. This would open up possibilities of experimenting with fabrics and their reaction to being underwater.

To begin with overlapping left me with a slight blank, but after looking into it could mean exploring various styles of pleats and the Avant gaud designers who use the most exaggerated versions of them.

Eventually I decided to settle on the word ‘overlapping’ partially as I was more clueless as to what to do with it which I thought would push my research and development skills further, as opposed to going with the obvious ideas that sprung to mind with submerge.

Week 2

Nw it’s time to begin researching inspirational artists. I’m eager to keep them diverse and varied and although fashion designers will be an important aspect of my research I want to make sure I look beyond the fashion industry to get ideas from more obscure artists. Overall of the eclectic collection of designers and artists there are 3 that particularly stand out to me. The first is fashion designer Issey Miyake, who I came across when looking into fashion designers that incorporated pleats in their work. His collection ‘Pleats Please’ involves an unconventional way to pleat fabric, which is to construct the garment first and to use heat from a special pleating machine to hold the pleats in place after. This results in an array of wildly silhouetted garments that are incredibly visually appealing. This could be recreated by the use of and iron and possibly a great deal of starch to hold it in place. The next artist is Rosemarie Fiore who uses an array of household objects in abnormal ways to create various images and patterns. The initial piece of her work that I was drawn to was where she used fireworks and exploded them across a surface. The brightly coloured shapes layered and overlapped with each other, which resulted in an incredibly original piece. I particularly like the unpredictability of her work, more often then not her mark making techniques rely on chance, which I thought, would be an excellent way to ensure innovative and original results.

Finally Gabriel Dawe amazed me with his installations constructed with Gutternam thread. His intricate displays create an illusion of rays of light. One exhibition was in the unlikely setting of a historic building, which was a great contrast to his lively and vibrant colours. It did in fact give the illusion of a rainbow inside the building.

 

Week 3

I now need to create a range of samples that reflect the artist’s work that I have researched. I’m unsure as to how I’ll do this for B=Gabriel Dawe and Rosemarie Fiore and so I’ll begin with Issey Miyake.

I ended up folding and pleating fabric, drenching it with starch, then ironing it to hold it in place. I was delighted to find that it did in fact hold it in place although the combination of the starch and the heat did cause the calico fabric to turn brown so if I was to use this on my final piece I would have to be careful with the starch to heat ratio. I could see some imaginative creations made with this technique, it seems as though it would be a simpler way to create a full and dynamic garment then would be possible with ordinary stitching techniques.

 

Rosemarie Fiore had me puzzled for a while, I wanted to be able to do something as extreme as she did with her fireworks but of course this wouldn’t be possible with my lack of resources and appropriate workspace, or knowledge of exploding fireworks. The closest thing I could come up with initially was to use party poppers, which despite seeming incredibly tame, I decided to give a go. So I rolled out some lining paper onto my floor to give a plain backdrop and popped my party poppers across it. They went in different directions, overlapping with each other, causing a fairly attractive pattern. I began to consider how I could incorporate this in my work and decided that this kind of spontaneous mark making could lead to screened prints. I wasn’t fairly thrilled with the party poppers but was unsure as to how they would look once screen-printed so decided to remain open minded. Next I decided to explore this mark making further which lead me to consider using a fire staff to create patterns. With the help of my partner to capture the images I used a lit fire staff to create flaming lines in the air. This combined with a low shutter speed and aperture created a series of patterns with excellent texture and in keeping with my theme as the flaming trails intersected each other. I was more impressed with this then my party poppers, partly because of the how much more visually appealing it was, but also because it felt like more skill had gone into its creation.

I then decided to try and take an entirely different approach as I came across a plastic syringe. I filled it with fabric dye and splattered it across some fabric. It settled on top of the fabric leaving raised pools of coloured water. I captured this with a camera, as the sample itself was on temporary as moving it would disperse the water. I then tried the same technique but with paprika and water which gave an entirely different shape and texture.

For my last Rosemarie Fiore inspired technique I was searching my house trying to discover some plain household object to transform into my metaphoric paintbrush. It was then that I remembered a method of dying which I had come across when browsing ideas for submerge. Ice cube dyeing is a method where you place an array of ice cubes onto fabric, layer various powdered fabric dyes and allow them to melt. So compiled several piles of ice cubes and on each one used a different combination of colour. Once I had done this I decided to take a picture to capture the start of the process. I found that photographing the ice was more intriguing then I had anticipated and so I continued to do so from various angles. Just at the point where I was ready to walk away the ice had melted slightly and so the appearance had changed. I found myself caught up in the process, every time I felt I had sufficiently captured the brightly coloured, glass like objects they had changed some more. I was amazed at how beautiful they were. As the light reflected through them it highlighted the colours suspended within the cube. At points they looked like boiled sweets and then like a hot fire. Finally they melted into smooth pools of rich colour and as the water spread they created more shapes, which would change from each angle. I ended up with 100’s images, which I then had to critically examine in order to whittle them down to the ones which best conveyed the process from beginning to end. The final result was an array of colours the blended in varying ways and overall complement each other nicely. There were also areas where the dye hadn’t completely covered the fabric, which meant you could see how the edges had bled, which added texture. I think that I could have achieved far superior results if I had put more thought into the placement of the cubes and colours. In doing this I could create more purposeful images, patterns and shapes. Also if I had used less ice then there would be more fabric left without dye, allowing for more contrast.

 

When I came to revisit Gabriel Dawes work I was clearly not going to be able to recreate the scale of his work. I began to consider how I could interpret his installation into a more textile relevant sample. It was then that I decided to do this by sewing multi-coloured rows of thread. At first I found this to be really difficult as for it to be effective it would need to be incredibly precise. I measured and marked the lines onto the fabric before sewing, which helped. I had decided to do then just half a cm apart as the closer they were the more similar they would be to Dawes work. After a while I began to find it easier and was happy that it was giving me excellent sewing practice, which will benefit me in the future. After I had completed my first sample, which I was very happy with, I decided to push myself further and in the same way as Dawe had in and installation, cross the lines over each other, allowing then to fan out on each side. Getting the centre part accurate where they all overlapped was particularly hard but again I got used to it. I did want to continue to develop this and to make it larger and more complex but as I was pushed for time I had to move on.

As well as looking into my selected artists I also looked for overlapping in everyday places. My favourite example of this was an image of tress with spindly braches that all intertwined and overlapped. I loved the detail to it and felt that it would make an excellent print.

Week 4

Now that I had a diverse range of samples I decided to focus on the screen-printing aspect of my work. I carefully selected what I felt to be the strongest samples, which I could take forward into the next stage of my project. Before I actually went through with any printing I decided to look into some more artists who screen-printed or specialised in surface design in order to keep my work fresh and inspired. I found myself being drawn to artists who use particularly vibrant colours, which may have been down to a combination of Dawes work and the results I had achieved from the ice cube dyeing. I was drawn to the work of David Weidman and his child focused prints. He seemed to incorporate a great deal of layering along with using sections of colours within an image, which was something I was eager to use myself. I also noticed a texture in his work, which looked like a roller brush effect. I attempted to recreate this myself with a foam roller and some fabric dye, which I think was quite effective.

I also looked into screen print artists Dan Ibarra and Michael Byzewski who collaborate on limited edition, hand printed concert posters. Their reputation for designing and printing high quality posters has led to club owners handing over complete creative control and not even proofing their work. I could again see I theme of overlapping images, using layers to build up to a complete image. Finally Jacky Tsai attracted my attention with his pallet of blues, pinks, purples, yellows and greens appearing separately as well as merging in places. This reminded me slightly of the results of the ice cube dye and seemed like a complimentary mix to use when printing.

 

And so I had to prepare my images to be transferred to a screen. I used Photoshop to removed the backgrounds and adjust the colour levels so that the part of the image I wanted to show would stand out when photocopied to acetate and consequently exposed onto my screen. I had chosen the party poppers, fire staff and syringe with paprika/ fabric dye from Rosemarie Fiore, the bundle of thread from Gabriel Dawe and the trees from overlapping in everyday places. I began by printing each one in plain black to see how they turned out. I then tried moving the screen slightly to the side in a different colour to mirror the style of Dan Ibarra and Michael Byzewski but this didn’t turn out as I planned. I think that it was down to doing it with the black, which was too dark. . I then decided to try using lines of various colours as I had seen Weiddeman do. It turned out perfectly which I had not expected. Unfortunately as there was a group being given a presentation in the print room I had to be incredibly quite and therefore couldn’t keep washing my screen to change colour. This really limited my experimentation but also changed the direction that I went in. Instead of washing my screen I reapplied different dyes and began to create a multi-coloured prints. I was aiming to re create a similar feel to the ice cube dyeing and the work of Jacky Tsai but this didn’t really come across and needs further developing. I had wanted to attempt to use the images as part of a repeat print but found it difficult to line up them up in order to achieve this.

Week 5

With the first set of screen-printed samples completed I could now see which ones worked well and which ones weren’t up to being developed further. The syringe splatters didn’t interest me all that much. They felt unoriginal and weren’t anything ground breaking and so they went into the ‘no’ pile. The thread was one of my more favourable samples; its chaotic scramble of wavy lines was very appealing to me. The fire staff images came out nicely with the detail of the flame being picked up nicely on the print. The tree was my favourite, but still appeared to be too ‘tree like’ and so would need adapting.

I had to now adapt and manipulate my images to make them more effective. As I wasn’t able to repeat the fire staff images the first time around I decided to turn them into a repeat pattern prior to printing. I used Photoshop to overlap them in a line, completely transforming the image, which I was very pleased with, not because I didn’t like it previously but because it was amazing to see how far the image had developed to this unrecognisable state. In order to de-tree the tree image I took a section from the bottom right then mirrored it, its symmetry was very effective.

When I came to printing again I decided that for some of the samples I would pre pleat the fabric, then print on top, giving me the option to show the separation of the image as well as giving the 2d image more depth.

I had decided to put a lot of focus into colour during this printing session, I was impressed with the results of the multi-coloured printing I had done last time so decided to work on this further. One thing I noticed was because of the multi-coloured nature of my printing if I used the screen too much without washing it the colours mixed too much and became quite brown. At this point I decided that I wanted to use my tree image as my final print, but after flipping it more to create a much larger screen-print. It seemed to me to be the most interesting and intricate. I also thought it would work well on a garment as well as being abstract enough that would suit being pleated/folded etc without looking out of place.

Week 6

Up until now I hadn’t been certain as to what my final piece would be. I had either wanted to create a series of prints combined with various stitching methods and pleats or to make a dress. I hadn’t been too sure if I would have time to make a dress but at this point I decided to that I was going to risk it anyway as I was so eager to see the print used for a garment. I already had Issey Miyake for inspiration but I had to look into other fashion designers to get inspiration for design ideas. Under the advice of Sarah I collated my research into a mood board. I looked into various pleats, catwalk designs and generally extravagant dresses. One example I came across reminded me of a tutu and so I completed second mood board focusing on ballet dancers outfits. I wanted to keep my research diverse and so I utilised the library, fashion magazines as well as the Internet to gather then images.

I used these mood boards to complete a set of 30 potential designs. I found this challenging, particularly due to my limited drawing abilities as it meant that I wasn’t able to convey all of the ideas I had. At the same time it was good practice to free up my drawing and get me used to churning out designs, similar to what would be needed if I were working within the industry. Out of my designs there were some I loved and some I particularly disliked but in order to select the final one I decided to get the advice of Sarah who happened to choose my favourite which to me was conclusive that it was the one I should go on to make.

 

Week 7

I was running out of time and needed to get the fabric printed to use to create the dress. I had my large screen all ready to use and an array of brightly coloured dyes. I struggled to get the balance between then colours being completely separate and too mixed up, in the end I had to wash the screen after every two uses, which was very time consuming. It was also a challenge, particularly on such a large screen to get the right amount of coverage and so some of my prints came out patchy. One technique I tried was to be used on the bodice was taken from an earlier sample of Issey Miyake where I coated the fabric in starch, screwed it up and let it dry leaving the fabric with a bumpy texture. For this part of the project I did it on a much larger scale and then printed on top of the scrunched fabric which was an idea taken from an image on my original mood board. I thought it was very effective and created and entirely new pattern, unrecognisable from the original. In the end I managed to get an all right amount of usable prints although I had wanted more to work with.

Week 8

With just one week left I had to pick up the pace and it was finally time to constrict my dress. I began by using the scrunched up fabric and started on the bodice. I decided to use a pattern I had already manipulated from a basic bodice block to give it both side and bottom darts. I had to adapt it further to remove most of the top and bottom of the bodice also as well as allowing space for three pin tucks to be added in the centre which would add depth to the garment. Although I did I trial with plain calico when cutting into the actual fabric I must have made a mistake as the darts where far too low. I spent almost an entire day trying to move them, sewing and unpicking stitches until finally I decided to take I break and start on the skirt. For the skirt I cut out 3 of the prints and sewed them in a row. I think used box pleats to make the to small enough to fit the waist whilst still maintaining the volume of the skirt towards the bottom. After I had done this it was time to starch and iron the skirt in the style of an Issey Miyake dress. Unfortunately I hadn’t developed my earlier samples enough to discover that this method was not effective enough on a larger scale. The skirt simply would not hold the shapes that I was attempting to iron in. If I were able to do this again I would have looked into using the heat press in college but unfortunately at this point it was too late. I was disappointed as from the beginning I had expected to use this technique but instead I took inspiration from my bustles mood board and stitched the fabric in sporadic places, bringing it up and bunching it randomly giving it a great deal of volume. I then used an underskirt I already had to get an idea of what it would look like with more layers. Next I stitched together another six prints creating a piece of fabric that as the same width but twice the depth of the first. I then applied the box pleats and attached it to the top layer. The skirt was by this point getting very full and with some more hand stiches gathering it here and there it became even fuller. I began to gather the bottom layer similarly to the princess dresses on my mood board, which worked well. I turned my attention back to the bodice, it took several more attempts but eventually I managed to get the darts to fit to the bodice. Then pin tucks weren’t as perfect as I would have liked, I wanted them to be very accurate and even, but I had to leave them as I was running out of time and it was extra tricky doing them on the crumpled fabric. I had to now decipher how to fasten the dress, although ideally a corset would have suited the style of dress I ended up settling on a zip as it seemed the most likely to work. I had made it difficult on myself, as the layers of bunched up fabric at the back would be a challenge to work with. Also I had never inserted a zip before so I had to figure out what foot to use on my sewing machine. The first couple of attempts, despite measuring where it should go, where placed too far apart to be zipped up on the mannequin but on the third attempt I got it right. I then began to attempt the sleeves; I had in my mind that as with the 

Argh, WordPress!

So after spending ages rearranging my categories to try and make my blog easier to navigate, WordPress has decided to delete loads of my photos and this isn’t the first time either. I think next term I need to use a different site because I have wasted so much time rearranging my work after it’s randomly changed the format or even re writing things that have been deleted, for no reason. Waste of time!

Artistic Language

I decided to compile a list of words or phrases that I come across as the course progresses which could be useful when describing my work or the work of others.  Although many of them I  know already I thought it would be good to have them there to refer to when I get stuck whilst writing. I began this in the back of my notebook but am now going to record them here in my blog for easier access. I was going to add definitions but the dictionary definitions weren’t very relevant to the context in which I would use them.

  • Stimuli
  • Visually articulate
  • Aesthetic
  • Qualities
  • Expansive
  • Subjective
  • Versatile
  • Bourgeois
  • Ambiguity
  • Superfluous
  • Explicate

I also came across this website which may be useful if I come across something I don’t understand:

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Deadline time

So it’s nearing the time to hand in my work that’s incomplete and a lot of it irrelevant! Although it’s a little late in the day I decided to take a step back and try and see what it is that makes it so hard for me to get my work done…

It’s been a struggle to manage my time when it doesn’t feel like I have any time to manage so I decided to reassess my commitments. Work will have to go but as it’s Christmas and the busiest time of the year I’m stuck with it until January. Working on ‘Rough Designs’ will have to take a back seat until after Christmas and I won’t be involving myself in the and Student Union activities for the time being. Logan on the other hand can’t be put to one side and has decided now is the time to become more time consuming and needy, working around him is near impossible. So this means I need to make the most of the time I have when he’s alseep, which isn’t great as by then I’m shattered but for now it will have to do.

Reading the briefs and not actually understanding them really hasn’t helped, also trying to focus on what is relevant and keeping on track can be challenging. Luckily I have an appointment through the DSA people to get me the help and support I need for my difficulties with Dyslexia and OCD. I have also been informed that I can get my personal tutor from the beginning of the term which means I’ll have someone to go through what’s required with me and to keep on top of goals that I’ve set myself and of course deadlines.

GLASSES! I’m getting new glasses that aren’t so scratched I can’t use them and with an up to date, stronger, prescription! This will help with computer work, reading and stop my eyes feeling so tired, thank goodness. And they’ll be ready in a week!

So to summarise, when I start the new term I will…

  • Have more time as I won’t be working
  • Have a personal tutor to talk me through briefs and to help me stay on target, as well as other DSA related support
  • Have new glasses so I can actually see what I’m doing properly

This may not help me right now but at least I know it will be easier next term… for now I just need to work, work, work!

Bibliography

The Way Things Go

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AA0mFjJbNH8

Drawing Space

Photo’s courtesy of Joshua Fathers and Alex Lee

Formal Elements

http://www.design.upenn.edu/calendar/terry-winters-painter

http://ligwascurvyworld.wordpress.com/2011/11/08/african-print/

http://inspiration-of-the-nation.com/2012/07/tribal-nail-art-patterns.html

http://www.alibaba.com/product-free/110587956/Beaded_African_Art_and_craft/showimage.html

http://nowherelimited.com/category/magazine/page/61

http://www.jamesmaybe.com/blog/page/3/

Land Art

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nancy_Holt

http://clui.org/ludb/site/sun-tunnels

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spiral_Jetty

http://www.mediabistro.com/unbeige/robert-smithsons-spiral-jetty-threatened-by-high-oil-prices_b4658

http://www.britishmuseum.org/explore/highlights/highlight_objects/gr/d/discus-thrower_discobolus.aspx

https://drive.google.com/a/pca.ac.uk/folderview?id=0B6eUQm3m3goUX2tUTEtBOHFLMHM&usp=sharing#

Bauhaus Research

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bauhaus

http://www.metmuseum.org/toah/hd/bauh/hd_bauh.htm

http://bengal.missouri.edu/~kuhlerd/art327/timeline.html

http://www.moma.org/interactives/exhibitions/2009/bauhaus/Main.html

http://www.timetoast.com/timelines/bauhaus-timeline

http://weimar.facinghistory.org/content/1924-bauhaus-school-moved-dessau

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bauhaus

http://kathykavan.posthaven.com/the-bauhaus-textiles-of-gunta-stolzl-anni-alb

Performance Art

http://www.grace-exhibition-space.com/performance.php?event_id=138

http://www.artsadmin.co.uk/artists/sinead-o-donnell

http://www.rollingstone.com/music/videos/jay-zs-picasso-baby-a-performance-art-film-makes-its-debut-20130803

http://www.hoax-slayer.com/joshua-bell-subway.shtml

Photoshop

http://www.dreamstime.com/royalty-free-stock-images-cartoon-baby-stuff-icon-image17900619

http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?imgurl=&imgrefurl=http%3A%2F%2Fen.clipart-fr.com%2FClipart%2FBaby%2F&h=0&w=0&sz=1&tbnid=RJdoOvgmESfErM&tbnh=221&tbnw=228&zoom=1&docid=UM7QJE3axDUIBM&ei=ISJmUp_9ConM0QW6yIGwAw&ved=0CAEQsCU

Introduction to Glass

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-15017790

http://www.itsnicethat.com/articles/bauhaus-art-as-life

http://www.theguardian.com/culture/gallery/2012/apr/13/bauhaus-art-architecture-barbican-gallery#/?picture=388607586&index=12

Introduction to Textiles

De construct/Reconstruct

History of Fashion – 1900 to 1970

http://www.shortlist.com/style/a-brief-history-of-suits

http://www.1940s-fashion.com/1940s-mens-suits/

http://imgur.com/a/u9N66

50s Clothing – Men’s Overcoats & Suits

http://comicstripsandlunch.blogspot.co.uk/2011/01/beatles-image-early-60s.html

http://theheightoffashion5foot7.blogspot.co.uk/2011_02_01_archive.html

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Reservoir_Dogs

Rough Designs Logo

https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=beautiful+world+font&client=firefox-a&hs=BO9&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=BtCpUv3mIqvH7AaK5oGwDg&ved=0CAkQ_AUoAQ&biw=1173&bih=553#facrc=_&imgrc=9pb_z4bKdAX6lM%3A%3BAtaWF7Jt_qTZCM%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fluc.devroye.org%252FNateHalley-BeautifulWorldNBP-2012.png%3Bhttp%253A%252F%252Fluc.devroye.org%252Ffonts-64835.html%3B634%3B442

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I was really excited to being doing the craft introductions, although my focus is fashion and textiles, as a sideline I enjoy crafts and so the ability to make new and wonderful things is part of why I am at the college.

The textile introduction wasn’t really what I was expecting, at first I thought it would be based around using the sewing machines to learn the basic plates and seams and then when we were in the print room i thought we may learn about screen printing, but instead we used food items to colour tye dye the fabric. I didn’t dislike the session but I didn’t find it particularly stimulating.

I really enjoyed the glass introduction, it was amazing to see the results that could me had from using the sandblaster which was surprisingly simple to use. I could see it opening up a lot of options to create some interesting items. The only downside was that it was quite rushed so we didn’t have long to design our Bauhuas inspired patterns.

Almost on par with the glass but possibly my favourite of the crafts was ceramics. It helped that we had a whole day to spend on one subject, allowing us to really get into what we were doing and to put more thought into the design and construction. It was also encouraging to have good feedback from the tutor when I went back to collect my work as it seemed genuine and was completely unexpected.

I struggled with the jewellery workshop, with problems at home and almost no sleep due to a snotty, vomiting baby I wasn’t really all there and was more just dragging myself through the lesson. I did however tale a lot of notes which means if I need to I can revisit the department and still know what I’m doing.

Unfortunately I was finding things far too much and went home after jewellery which meant I missed out on the 3D workshop, I will have to try and see if I can have an induction to this at a later date.

Overall I came away feeling really positive after the workshops, despite the struggles I was having outside of college. Unlike the first two weeks of the course I felt like I knew what I was doing, how to record my work and like I was doing things that were relevant and that I really enjoyed.

Studying Bauhaus

Bauhaus, bauhaus, bauhaus… oh how I have grown to hate it. Not because I don’t like the art work, ideologies or subsequent work it has inspired, but because I can’t get my head around studying it! There is so much to it, with the change of directors, political aspects, change of location… I feel like I should be adding every detail into my work because it all seems relevant. It’s also been hard to focus on masses of text in books or on line, there’s too much there to take in when I attempt to read it so it goes over my head!

… I found a partial solution, I bought my own Bauhaus book so know I can highlight and circle bits that seem relevant and make notes in the margins, hurrah! Also I’ve learnt to leave stuff out and not focus on everything, fingers crossed I may get it finished.

Time Management

Our session on time management reinforced some important facts that will help me to be more organised, stay on top of my work and to be punctual. A lot of the session was based around keeping lists, setting out plans and sticking to them. I am already an avid list maker and try to keep to them, but unfortunately that’s not always the case as life can get in the way. Bellow is the form we filled in which demonstrates this.

I have an 8 month old son and a part time job. These are just more reasons to remain organised and to keep on top of things which I will not be able to do if I don’t manage my time properly. My son has his own routine and it is very vital for me to keep to it for him to remain easy to look after and a happy, healthy baby. I have so far found this beneficial as it means that I to keep to a schedule and already know how my day is planned out. Taking advantage of nap times or times where he is happy playing is one way to get college work done but having one eye on him and one on my work can make it difficult to focus. Here is the form will filled out that showed how we dived our time, to be honest I found it really hard to pin point how long I spent on each task as often I do several at once but I tried to fill it out the best I could.

My partner and I have recently agreed that as we both have college work to do we should each take it in turns, an hour at a time, one looking after him, the other studying. This way our baby is getting the one and one attention he needs and we can be fully focused on our work. This works far better then us both doing our work and both being responsible for our son and getting frustrated when we are the one who has to stop what they are doing to see to him.

Another way to stay on top of my work is the days that I am in college and have childcare previously arranged to make the most of that and to stay later after college to finish anything I had started.

I also have a nasty habit of being too finicky with my work and not ever being satisfied with the quality of it, to the point where I have nothing to and in. Now I have managed to acknowledge this I am able to address it. Putting most of my work into a blog is one method I have come up with as a blog is neat, ordered and easy to go back and edit so I can get down what ever I can manage at the time and always improve on it at a later date, if there is time and if it is necessary. I will also try to not think too big for now and just get on with the tasks I am given, letting my work improve and progress naturally as I go through the course.

I am confident in my ability to keep to my goals and to stay focused and am looking forward to the work I have ahead of me.

First two weeks

The first couple of weeks on the course, once the induction side of things was over, felt quite stressful. Although I would consider myself quite sociable and easy to get along with I struggled with the amount of group work we were given. I think the combination of a new environment, not quite understanding the style of learning and not wanting to annoy anyone was what made it so difficult. In the first two tasks, The way Things Go and Drawing Space we my group remained pretty much the same which meant we were able to get to know each other just enough to complete the tasks and not feel too out of place giving our suggestions and input but by the time we had our trip to Looe I really was ready to just get on with my own thing, which unfortunately wasn’t the case. I remember being frustrated as I was ignored by the group all morning and then made to feel like I hadn’t participated enough in the afternoon. In the end though our sculpture came third which wasn’t a bad end to the day… and I got a new bag from one of the shops which cheered me up!

It was in the first week that I thought I should use a blog to record my work despite my love for sketchbooks. I like having a variety of materials and textures, adding samples and coming up with imaginative ways to display my work. Unfortunately though I have a habit at being over critical and spending too long on the presentation and therefore not actually completing the tasks. At least with a blog it is neatly displayed, easy to edit and it means I can type what I write which helps me to check my spelling and grammar  and to not spend forever stressing over my handwriting. I hope that as I get used to the work load, meeting deadlines and have more confidence I will be able to return to put pen/pencil/charcoal/paint to paper. I also recall feeling confused over the structure of the course, it felt like we kept going from one thing to another and which not only made it difficult for me to focus but made it stressful for me trying to figure out how to organise/categorise my work which is still an ongoing battle. I think there are a lot of my peers agree with me on this but perhaps I am overly sensitive to it due to my obsessive compulsive tendencies which is a personal struggle that I am trying to overcome.